What I was feeling when Daisy told me she never loved me

     Daisy was the wife every man ever dreamed of having. I cheated on her constantly but she was still always there for me, and she knew I would always come back eventually. She was always loyal until that stupid Gatsby walked into her life. Apparently he treated her better than I did, but that man was too mysterious. He made her tell me that she never loved me. When Daisy told me that she had never, ever had feelings for me, I was stunned. Completely and utterly shocked. I really thought that she had loved me all those years. When she said that to me, a pit dropped in my stomach. I knew that I had messed up. All that cheating had finally caught up to me and she no longer wanted to pretend to love me anymore. I knew she loved someone else all those years. Hell, even before our wedding there was something off about her. Something had bothered her, but I didn’t know what it was. I bet you it was that jerk, Gatsby! God, he is such a foul creature. Anyways, I knew what I had to do. I had to stop all this nonsense of cheating on her. I had to stop lusting at other women or I was going to lose the love of my life. The one who has always been there for me. I had to spend more time with her and less time worrying about other things in life. I realized that I loved her way too much in that one moment. I realized that she just married me for money, for my protection. She never truly loved me, but I had always loved her. It was all because of Gatsby too! I never even knew she had had another man in her life before me. I could not survive without that woman, she always kept me balanced. What was I going to do without her? Nothing, I was nothing without Daisy. She made me who I was. Man, all I kept thinking was she was just in it for the luxury. Instead of me always playing her, she was always playing me. Then finally she said that she couldn’t lie and that she had loved me once, and that was when all those thoughts of change went to hell. I knew I never had to change for her. Daisy Fay would always be the loyal girl I married, and she would always stand by me no matter what I did. All I had to do was get rid of Gatsby.